for Aciel.

Aciel.
Ace.

You are a stranger to some - and how you remain unknown to others is a mystery to me.

I've sat here and tried to bring myself to think of a way to thank you.
A way to show you that I am truly grateful for what you've done.
For not only my love, but for me.

I've started countless blog entries and torn innumerable sheets of paper from my notebook.

But I still couldn't get it right.

I couldn't encompass the perplexity of any situation or  describe my tangled thoughts in order to properly thank you.


I've always been too complex for simplicity like that.

But that's just it.

The fact that you've resided in his mind and made yourself known to me proved that:
I am not alone (in a metaphorical sense, of course).
I am not bad.


& that they are here to help me.


I wanted to make this entry short and sweet.
To thank you and be done.
To say goodbye.

Yet after typing but only a few words, I realized that I don't want you to go.
Granted, we've only spoken a handful of times and I don't know you very well.

But the times I have spoken to you have had actual meaning to me.
When you speak, it makes me think.
And due to your wisdom I will continue to think long after our last words have been said.

Although I know you must leave, I am sad to see you go.
But I wanted to let you know that in addition to changing his life, you have completely altered mine.
Thank you.