Friday, June 15, 2012


“It’s a funny story.” she told him.
“I wanted to live. But I was just tired.”
“You’ve made it so far.” he told her.
“I am so very proud.”
She blushed and turned away. 
Trying her best to hide her ever growing anxiety. 
“I’m sorry, you know.” she whispers. 
As she glances up at the night sky, she feels him pulling her closer.
“I’ve changed.” she says.
“I like the change.” he says with a smile. “I like the new you.”
She gets up and heads to the shore. 
“But do you know whats funny?” 
She kicks the sand. 
Debating whether or not to continue. 
She sighs as he sits there.
Watching her. 
“In many ways, I’m exactly the same.” she admits. 
“I am still anxious. Still insecure. Still...”
“Still what?” he inquires. 
“Still sad.” she says. 
“Everyone is sad sometimes.” he tells her. “Everyone’s anxious. Everyone’s been insecure.”
She sits on the sand, watching the waves crash before her. 
“You’re not alone, you know.” he says as he sits beside her.
“Then why must I feel so lonely?” she asks.
“Here.” he puts his arm around her and insists she lay down beside him.
“You see the stars?”
She glances up only to see a single star in the distance.
“You mean the star?” 
“Well, yes.” he begins. “But there are others there too. Some we can see, like the one right above us.” 
He takes her hand.
“But there are others too. Others just like that one.”
“Where?” she asks.
“All around.”
“Well, I don’t see them.” 
“It doesn’t mean they aren’t there. If we lay her long enough, I will prove that much like you, that single star is not alone.”

Friday, February 10, 2012

my angel.

She suffers.
She’s miserable.
She hears voices.
She doesn’t want to live.
And then she found an angel.
He has no wings. 
But he’s an angel, and that is certain.
He takes her out of her suffering.
When she’s gone in her world of chaos and despair,
He brings her back.
He brings her back to the reality that she lost years ago.

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

no title.

There was a knock at her bedroom door. 
“Come in.” she yawned; thinking it was her mother or sister.
“Oh.” she said, startled. 
“You're early.”
He didn't say a word. But smiled. 
Laughing, she told him to go downstairs.
He didn’t move.
After a moment of silence, he finally spoke. 
“No one else is home.”
“I know,” she responded. “That’s why I said go -”
“Ah ah.” he said. “I wasn't finished. I said no one else is home. And now we get to have a little fun.” 
He locked the door behind him and advanced towards her. 
Thinking it was a joke, she began to laugh.
“Shut the fuck up.” he ordered. 
“This is how its going to happen. 
You are going to do exactly what I say, when I say it.
Now take your clothes off.”
“No.” she managed to choke out. “Please just go down -”
“Now what did I say about listening to me? Can you listen, darling? Take your clothes off.”
She refused, but he had his way.
He was soon on top of her. 
Pinning her down.
Making her squirm until she fell back into nothingness.
He had his way with her. 
And he left.
She sat up in bed. Looked at the bruises his powerful hands had left. Looking at the patches of hair that had been ripped out during the struggle. 
He had had his way with her. 
And now she was nothing.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

farewell.

‘You have grown stronger.’ the voices told the girl.
‘Strong enough to continue this journey without us.’
“But I need you.” the girl replied.
“I can’t do this on my own.”
‘You are stronger than you think.’ the voices told her.
And with that they were gone.
The girl turned to Gastile and wept. 
“They’re gone.” she cried. 
Looking for a shoulder to cry on, she turned to Gastile.
“They’re gone.” she repeated as tears ran down her cheeks.
“Good this is for me. Bad this is for you. 
                   I see no strength within you. Weak you are.”
Gastile responded.
The girl was shocked by this response.
Gastile whistled.
The Others arrived. 

Saturday, January 7, 2012

the three's farewell.

They had been by her side through her troubles.
Through her heart ache.
Through her pain.
And now its time for their farewell. 
It is time for the three of them to leave her;
leave her to live her own life,
to finally be free. 

Saturday, December 31, 2011

the colors fade.

The colors fade.
GREY 
GREY 
GREY
“Oh please just let the sunshine stay.”
The little girl asks, 
the little girl pleads. 
The little girl weeps upon her knees. 
‘No’ The Voices do demand.
‘Now take this razor in your hand.’
The girl begs and shows her fears.
‘Little Girl, what are you crying for?’
‘No one can hear your cries or see your tears.’
The girl does what The Voices need.
The little girl has done The Voices’ deed. 

through the forest.

She was walking through the forest;
dark and very grim.
She was walking through the forest,
searching just for him.
Stumbling over roots, 
tangled in the vines;
“When I find the boy I’m looking for,
He will certainly be mine.”